Thursday, October 8, 2009

Leukemia, Captain Chemo, and Power Juice

Last night one of our dear friends said about the laughing incident that it might be unwise for ANYONE to laugh at our dear Jace. Most of Madison County plus many in Bonneville, Bingham, and Jefferson would “go to bat” for the Leatham boys. This AGAIN makes me cry. You all know how easily the tears are flowing from this emotionally battered mom…but they are mostly warm, grateful tears. Have I told you lately how thankful I am for EACH of you?

After the laughing incident, I’ve been thinking about how I can help others understand more about Jace’s cancer. I’ve been researching for a month to educate myself, but I realize I could share what I’ve been learning in an effort to help more people understand Leukemia. Also, I know many of Hayden’s and Jace’s friends are reading this blog, and it might help if I explain a little about this illness for more understanding.

One very useful site I’ve used to learn more is: http://www.leukemiafoundation.org/education . It explains:  LEUKEMIA literally means 'white blood.' Leukemia is the term used to describe a variety of cancers that begin in the blood-forming tissues of the bone marrow, the spongy material that fills the long bones in the body and produces blood cells. In leukemia, the bone marrow factory creates an overabundance of diseased white cells that cannot perform their normal function of fighting infection. As the bone marrow floods the bloodstream with diseased white cells, production of red cells (which prevent anemia) and platelets (which form clots to stop bleeding) slows and stops.

When Jace first went to the doctor on Sept. 9, the first thing we learned was that he was extremely anemic. In fact, after we had initial tests and we heard the word “anemic,” I came home and researched causes of anemia. I actually called Matt and said, “I’m sortof freaking out.” We decided not to “freak out” because there was- “No way Jace had cancer.” How little we knew—

After arriving at Primary Children’s Hospital on Sept. 11, one of the first things they did to help Jace was to give him healthy blood, or a blood transfusion. We quickly learned the cancerous cells in his body made up 95% of the cells in his blood, so he did not have enough red cells providing oxygen to his major organs. Many of you have asked me if we had any indication of Jace’s condition before we took him to the doctor on Sept. 9. The answer is no. Our first indication of any illness was his fever on Monday, Sept. 7. Looking back, the only symptom Jace had that was similar to other Leukemic patients was that he had leg aches. Once or twice during previous months he awoke in the night with leg aches that were isolated to the back of his knees into his thighs. We treated his leg aches with heat and Tylenol. The aches were always gone by morning.

Like we’ve talked about, Chemotherapy kills rapidly growing cancerous cells. Chemotherapy is saving Jace’s life. It is also making it quite miserable. He has virtually no energy, and although he is always hungry, he is always a bit nauseous. One misconception for children that see Jace wearing a mask is that he is sick, so he might make them sick. This isn’t true. Jace has to wear his mask so that others don’t make HIM sick with something in addition to his cancer.


Jace will be returning to Primary Children’s Hospital on Monday  for another Lumbar puncture and Bone Marrow Biopsy. We are praying for good cells. This morning I tearfully read Jace’s new favorite book to him called, “I’m a Superhero.” It is written by a cancer patient, Daxton Wilde. It reads:

“I have a bad guy inside of me called Cancer. He makes me really sick…inside of me there is a big, big fight going on. The doctors want to help kill the bad guy inside of me, so that’s when Captain Chemo comes to the rescue. The doctors give me medicine. They call it Chemotherapy, but I call it Power Juice…My nurse puts Power Juice in through my power button or my Port-a-Cath…I like my power button. It reminds me that I have super powers.”

I know Jace’s super powers are a combination of chemotherapy, Jace’s strong will, and prayer. Like I’ve said before Superheroes come in many forms, and Jace isn’t the only hero experiencing this saga. Thank you all for following by my side in this journey and making a difference.

8 comments:

  1. Oh Jace you have more "super powers" than you know. You help me to be stronger every day and I know that you are helping a lot of other people. Your entire family helps me. Family is so important and you have such a great one. Amy thank you so much for taking the time to explain the things that you have learned. You have a way of explaining them so that I can understand. Thank you for your strength and the wonderful example you are to other moms. I have to check the blog each day not only to see how Jace is doing but to see how you are holding up. I can only imagine how difficult it would be to deal with all of the emotions you are facing.

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  2. Hi. My name is Judi Judkins. Lisa Judkins is my sister-in-law. Josten is my nephew. I got a note today from Lisa telling me about your son Jace. Recently, I sent a letter out to all my family and friends telling them I am running a marathon for charity. The organization is the Leukemia and Lymphoma Society. There is an organized group of people who make up teams who participate in endurance events for this charity. We are called Team in Training. I am running in memory of a special lady I know. I read Lisa's note and then looked at this blog. I want you to know that this has become more REAL to me today. I am deeply touched by the story of Jace. I will think of him when I run my 10 mile training run this Saturday. I have pledged to raise $3600 and I have $300 left to raise. You and your family will be in my thoughts and prayers. I am a mom of 4 children and I feel your anguish. Having the gospel helps so much!

    Sincerely, Judi Judkins

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  3. Jace, you look so tough in your Ironman shirt. I'm sad I won't be there on Saturday to run in the Pay it Forward race for you. We're in Montana for the weekend. Know that I am thinking of you and your family.

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  4. Jace You are The Rammell's favorite Super Hero...keep up the fight : ) Amy you and Matt have amazing boys...I think they learned most of their "super power skills" from you two. We love you, The Rammell's(in Rexburg, Utah, Arkansas, Ohio, and Arizona!)

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  5. Hey Jace...once again this is your aunt Natalie's friend, that has been following your every single move since all of this began... I just want you to know that your aunt Natalie thinks the world of you and can't say enough great things about you... It has been an experience to see all the things you have been through and are still going through... Vai asks every time he gets in Natalie's car when he gets to come see you... My boys have worn your ironman Jace bracelets through out their football season and have said they think about you every time they step on to the field... You are a "Real" Hero to them and all of us... Thanks for everything you are and stepping up to the plate when you could have so easily given up... Courage... Jace that's what you're made of and there are many who if they had half the courage you did they could change the world... Love you!!! Staci

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  6. Amy thank you so much for the primer about leukemia. It helped me to understand a little better what Jace is going through and what a tough guy he is. No wonder you call him Ironman! I think he has an Iron-family behind him. I am glad you decided to blog, you have no idea how much your words help me to put my simple trials into perspective. Bryan and I think of you and pray for you daily. Go Iron-family!!!

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  7. My children have seen a link on my blog that reads "Please pray for Jace." Yesterday, umprompted, at the dinner table my nine-year-old prayed for Jace to get better. Thought you'd like to know that you can't possibly know how many prayers are being said in behalf of your family!

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  8. Jace, I love you. You will be in my prayers on Monday as you return to PCH. Love ya so much!
    Paige

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